Ini amat menyedihkan . I thought you will always be my friend , and be straight with me about my wrong-doings . But instead , you leave me without telling me a thing ! Bila aku tanya , kau kata " xde pape la " or " mana ada " or " biasa je " . Tapi ngan lelaki yang mulut kau x henti2 ckp BENCI kau senyum bila cakap ngan dia . Sedih tau bila tengok camtu . Cakap dengan aku , or pandang muka aku , masam muka ! Menyampah nak panggil kau tau . Aku x suka tengok ' KAWAN BAIK ' aku masam muka ngan aku . Betullah apa yang keluarga aku cakap , jangan baik sangat dengan seseorang nanti kita terasa hati . And then ,sekarang ni aku rapat ngan lelaki . Perempuan semuanya cakap belakang aku , aku ni gedik la , over la . Lelaki lak cakap straight kat aku yang aku ni gedik . Apa salahnya cakap je terus depan aku , yang aku ni gedik !? Aku x makan orang ! Ini la sebabnya aku kawan lelaki . Perempuan susah nak cakap pendapat dorang tentang seseorang . X habis2 nak bisik2 !

Yow ... hari ni teramatlah menyedihkan . ALLAH memberikan ujian kepada aku . Walaupun sedih , air mata aku x gugur pun . ALLAH telah menarik kembali handphone , laptop dan Samsung Galaxy Tab aku . Petang tadi , pukul 4 lebih , elektrik rumah aku meletup sebab kesalahan kontraktor yg membetulkan circuit breaker rumah aku . Aku x sempat nk selamatkan harta benda aku . Berasap adapter aku . Aku cume ade 8 jam je nk guna laptop ni . Ni mungkin post terakhir aku kot . Bye .

Dengan ini , aku pn dh selamat kembali bersekolah di SMK Bandar Seri Putra ... kelas aku 3 Baiduri . Tingkat 3 woh , tahun lepas kat ground floor xde la sesusah nk panjat tangga . Cikgu pun byk complaint dorang semput nk panjat tangga . Xpe cikgu , kalau kitaoranng rajin , kitaorang buat jualan air kat kelas . XDD . Ketua kelas as the same as last year , that is Shukri yg berambut pelik . Dh x skema dh . XP . Penolong is the ever garang Farha . X) . Setiausaha aku x kenal sgt . Bendahari is my best-pwend Syifaa !!! Perlantikan die agak pelik ckit hehe . Fahmi yg calonkan die , sampai skarang pn Syifaa majok ngn Fahmi . XD . Then aku x tau cmne tapi aku jadi Ketua Keceriaan while Fahmi Ketua Kebersihan . Seriously cikgu , cikgu dh silap besar besar BESAR ! Sye ni x ceria , Fahmi tu yg ceria ! And then time BM kitaorang kena tulis pasal diri sendiri dn keluarga . Aku main tulis je ape yg aku nk tulis . Xde org tau hal sebenar , hanya aku , keluarga , dn ALLAH sahaja . Ini sahaja lah utk first day school . Esok belajar , then study more than 2 hours , after that tution with Cikgu Nazrin . Home-tutor !

Nyahho ! I'm writing again ! It's been a while since I last made sweets . The last sweets I made was the FAILURETruffle I made for SYIFAA . Haha I can remember my lesson with my stuck-up , good for something cousing ADAM . In the end , I gave SYIFAA the thruffle made by ADAM . The first sweets I made today is BON BON CHOCOLATES ! Haha ! But the inside is not a quite surprise though ...
However , the texture is quite smooth so it's quite delicious ! (?)

Akemashita Omedeto ! This is my first post in 2012 !!! It's been a while since I wrote any in my blog , because I've been busy studying . But I can't put all the blame on studying because , I am LAZY to write . XP . Yesterday , ( 31/12.2011 , FRIDAY ) The last day of 2011 , me , IZDIHAR and YASMIN finally gathers together ! It's been a while since we last gathered . Usually , there must be one person missing ! But actually , we are missing someone ... That is our only 'guy'-friend in this neighborhood . Die x mcm lelaki tyme kitaorang first kenal , more ' girly ' I mean . But it's almost been 2 years since I last met him . Yasmin and Izdihar met him quite a while ago . Yesterday , we talk about him . Reminiscing about our past . From the day we met each other until the day we last saw each other . Guess we really miss him , huh ? Uhh , anyway this year I'm a candidate for PMR 2012 ! Thinking about it , makes my blood run cold , XD ! Ok , I guess this is the end . If I feel like writing a new post , I'll write =)

Chaiya !

Ugyaaa !!! Hari ni Syifaa xdtg ! Mmmm , aku kesunyian . Sudahlah diganggu oleh SOTONG ==" .Tapi bile Syifaa xdtg , ramai pulak cikgu yang ingat kat die XD . Hari ni banyak benda yg aku tahu . Semua nye fakta . First , aku kini tahu bahawa dlm kelas , aku punca HALIMUNAN . SYifaa plak punca PERISAI . Buktinye , setiap kali aku x dtg , korang mesti ade kerja walaupun ckit . Kalau SYifaa xdtg dpt kerja ckit gile . Kalau dua2 xdtg , mesti berlambak kerja dpt XD . Lps tu , kalau aku x dtg , mesti SOTONG x kacau Syifaa . Kalau aku dtg , mcm2 hal die buat ==" . Second , aku dt tau yg si Fahmi tu extraordinary ringan . Tadi aku tolak and tarik die senang je .Haha . Third , SOTONG kalau xde Syifaa , perangai lain macam . Itu sahajalah utk hari ni =))

I wonder , is it true that my heart is still loving him ? They say that I like him , but is that true my heart ? Do I really like him ? Or are this feelings is just the emptiness in my heart ? I don't think that I will fall in love ... ever again . I hate the feelings of love . They bring sadness , pain and unappropriated jealousy . Those feeling are hurting me ! I decided not to love anymore . I just can't bear the pain feeling love . I may be strong but the fact is my heart is weak . I can't bear the pain of loving someone . It is more hurting than the feelings of rejected . Maybe , I just admire him ... of all what he had achieve . In fact he likes my bestfriend . Haha , both of them like her . She is kind and gentle , unlike someone I know from my previous school . A girl who is acting all pure and innocent .

Mmmmm ! Delishious ( delicious and scrumptious ) ! Nasi tomato tu sedap hingga menjilat jarii ! Bubur lambuk pun sedap ! Biasa la , aku la tukang kacau nya XD ( berlagak ) . But penat sungguh sbab menolong cikgu dari kul 3 , tapi cikgu lagi penat sebab start buat kerja kul 11 am . Oh well , buka puasa hari ni adalah buka puasa yang paling best !!! Pertama kali aku pergi sekolah yg buat majlis makan2 , makanan nya sodap sodap ! Uwaaa nk lagi la !!! =="